The Break Up;;Ella;;52

We get back from Italy Tuesday morning after an obnoxious flight. Ally slept on Brents shoulder, why I stayed up the whole seven hours wanted to shoot the guy infront of me because he would not stop talking. He was talking to everyone. It made me want to shoot myself in the face.


I walk into my appartment and see Johnny sitting at the counter looking at his phone. He looks up and a small smile forms to his face. "Hi baby," I smile but I don't get anything back. I lean up against the counter as he sets his phone down. I take a glance at the phone and my eyes are popping out of my head.


He's texting Bridgid.


"Why the flying fuck are you texting her?" I ask.
"How was Italy?"
"Don't change the subject and answer my question, why are you texting Bridgid?"
"Does it matter?"
"Yes, because we're dating, and you shouldnt be communicating with your exgirlfriend while your dating someone."
"Okay mom."
"Don't get all sassy with me."


Jonny grabs the phone and walks toward the door. "Where are you going?" I yell, chasing after him. He walks back to me and kisses my forehead. Somethings wrong, I'm sure of it. "Ella, I think we should see other people," he flat out says.


"Wait...what!?"
"Bridgid and I...were gonna try again."
"You're fucken shitting me right now."
"Ella...I still wanna be friends."
"Get the fuck out of my living room."


I watch him leave as Ally walks in. She looks at the door then at me, whos ready to start the water works. "What the fuck happened just now?" She asks as I grab the tub of ice cream from the freezer. "Ella...why are you eating ice...noo," she says as she grabs a spoon and joins me while I sob about how he and Bridgid are getting back together. 


"Ella...he's not worth it."
"If someone chased after you for a year, there worth it."
"Ella...he'll come around, I know it."
"I hope your right."


I lie on bed that night, starring at the ceiling while tears stream onto my pillow. He and Bridgid are back together. I work with Bridgid. This was not going to go well. 


I see Bridgid at work the next day. A pregnant Stephanie is there too. She's glowing while I'm a wreck. Bridgid gives me a stupid smirk as Stephanie grabs my arm. "It's not worth it Ella," she tells me as I clock in.  I nodd my head and look at the register. 


My life has come to a complete hault.


And I had to fucken deal with it.