I meet Patrick at the coffee shop thrity minutes after my talk with Ella. I'm not dressed up, because I'm trying to make this as quick as possible. I missed him, I missed everything about him. I missed him and I, but still doesn't mean I may forgive him for what he did too met. I sit down across from him and take a close look at him.
He really looks miserable.
"Hi," I say.
"Let me start out by saying that I'm sorry for what I did to you Stephanie."
"I understand that you're sorry, and that's fine, but you hurt me. Patrick, I trusted you with my life. Why did you do that?"
"Hear me out okay?"
"Isn't that why I came down here?"
Patricks looking at the table right now then he looks at the water fountain in the hotel. I closes his eyes and I could've sworn a tear rolled down his cheek. He goes back to looking at the table. "If you're not going to talk, I'm going to leave," I say getting up but he grabs my arm. I sit back down.
"I don't know what came over me."
"Oh really? You just felt like doing that?"
"No. I missed you, I really did. It was Kris's idea. I didn't wanna go, believe me, I really didn't wanna go. He dragged me along and got a few drinks in me. I really wasn't thinking. When I woke up the next morning I felt like such a douchebag. Stephanie, please, I'm sorry."
"Give me a reason why you want to be in my life."
"Why I want to be in your life?"
"Yes, why do you want to be in my life?"
"Steph, I love you and what we had. I love that we could just bum around in swets and just laugh and smile about stupid shit. When I saw you with that whiney bitch---"
"That whinney bitch just happens to be really nice."
"Okay, when I saw you with that nice whiney bitch, it made me regret what I did to you. Stephanie, I can promise you that it's not going to happen again."
"Patrick, I can't even trust you anymore."
"You can regain that trust. Just let me redeem myself."
I'm thinking about what he has to say. Part of me doesn't want to take him back but I then think of all we went through. Me trying to acctually get a date with him, all the fun times we've had, the little things he did to make me smile and now this limo issue. Maybe if was a stepping stone in our relationship.
I lean across the table and plant one on his cheek. I sit back down and he smiles. He then shakes his head. "What's that supposed to mean?" he asks in a low voice. I smile back at him.
"I'm going to give you one more shot at this, so don't make me regret it, alright?"
"I promise you Stephanie that I'm going to make this up to you," he says as we both get up.
He pulls me into this long hug as I rest my head on his chest. A weight feels like it's been lifted off my chest. I feel Patrick run his fingers through my hair as he tells me he loves me and that this was never going to happen again. I close my eyes and smile.
I'm finally feeling at ease.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Phone Calls and Headaches;;Ella;;30
I'm awoken the next morning by a door opening and closing. I look at my surroundings. Where the hell am I? I look under the covers to see I'm still in my underwear and wearing an oversized Blackhawks Shirt...meaning one thing.
Speak of the devil.
"Hey you crack up of a drunk," he says as he drops his hockey bag.
"What?"
"You were really drunk last night..."
"I was?"
"Yeah...you crashed out though."
"So we didn't do it?"
"OH GOD NO!" Johnny laughed.
I let out a sigh of relief as he sits down next to me on the bed. I go and take a piss then come back and sit indian style on the bed. He's looking at me and the mess on top of my hair. I throw my hair into a pony tail. "What the hell happened last night?" I finally asked.
"You were shitfaced...you thought Voldemort was coming to kill us."
"Holy fuck..."
"Yes...and I went to sleep singing its a small world in Italian...and I don't even speak the languege."
"Anything else?"
"You told me you loved me."
"Oh."
Holy hell he remembered. I look at the bed as he giggles. I told him I loved him while I was drunk off my ass. He sighs. "You were drunk though, so I know it was just out drunken rage," he laughs.
Oh if you only knew.
"I should go."
"What are doing after the ceremony tonight?"
"I don't know yet, why?"
"Can we talk?"
"Johnny, I'll let you know."
"Meet me at the coffee shop after the ceremony."
"Fine."
I leave his hotel room and knock on mine. Stephanie answers and shakes her head. I walk in and sit on the bed. "WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN!?" She yells. "You were really drunk last night!"
"So we're you. Did you and Sidney hook up?"
"Yes, we did. It was glorious...but..."
"You miss Patrick don't you?"
"Yeah."
"Stephanie, I think you should--"
Stephanies phone goes off. I watch her walk over to the phone and sighs. It meant only one thing. "It's Patrick," she tells me. I tell her to put the call on speaker. She picks up and puts the call on speaker. "Hello?"
"Stephanie?"
"Patrick."
"Thank God you picked up the phone."
"Why wouldn't I?"
"For the past month you've ignored my calls, texts, emails, you wouldn't even look at me at O'Hare."
"Gee, I wonder why."
"Look, can we please meet for coffee and talk? I need to talk to you."
"When?"
"Now."
"I just woke up."
"Thrity minutes then."
"Alright."
"Thank you."
Click.
Stephanie throws the phone on the bed and sighs. She then looks at me and runs her hands through her hair. "I think I'm going to take him back. I've missed him. I'm going to listen to what he has to say," she tells me as I nodd. She then shakes her head. "Did you and Johnny hook up?"
"No. I did tell him I loved him."
"Oh shitt..."
"Out of my drunkenness."
"Oh Ella you probably got his hopes up."
"Yeah, I know I'm stupid."
"Alright, well I'm gonna shower and get ready."
I hear the bathroom door shut. I look down at the bed that hasn't been touched. I am a complete dumbass. Why didn't I just wait until after the Olympics to tell him how the hell I feel?
Because you are without a doubt, a fucken idiot Ella.
I lay my head down on the bed and close my eyes. I told him I loved him last night and now he thinks I didn't mean it. If he only knew how I've felt the past month, all the crying, all the non sleeping, the few classes I missed trying to catch up on sleep but in reality, I haven't had a good night sleep until last night in a month. I hear the hotel room door close, meaning Stephanie went to meet Patrick.
Then, I cried.
Speak of the devil.
"Hey you crack up of a drunk," he says as he drops his hockey bag.
"What?"
"You were really drunk last night..."
"I was?"
"Yeah...you crashed out though."
"So we didn't do it?"
"OH GOD NO!" Johnny laughed.
I let out a sigh of relief as he sits down next to me on the bed. I go and take a piss then come back and sit indian style on the bed. He's looking at me and the mess on top of my hair. I throw my hair into a pony tail. "What the hell happened last night?" I finally asked.
"You were shitfaced...you thought Voldemort was coming to kill us."
"Holy fuck..."
"Yes...and I went to sleep singing its a small world in Italian...and I don't even speak the languege."
"Anything else?"
"You told me you loved me."
"Oh."
Holy hell he remembered. I look at the bed as he giggles. I told him I loved him while I was drunk off my ass. He sighs. "You were drunk though, so I know it was just out drunken rage," he laughs.
Oh if you only knew.
"I should go."
"What are doing after the ceremony tonight?"
"I don't know yet, why?"
"Can we talk?"
"Johnny, I'll let you know."
"Meet me at the coffee shop after the ceremony."
"Fine."
I leave his hotel room and knock on mine. Stephanie answers and shakes her head. I walk in and sit on the bed. "WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN!?" She yells. "You were really drunk last night!"
"So we're you. Did you and Sidney hook up?"
"Yes, we did. It was glorious...but..."
"You miss Patrick don't you?"
"Yeah."
"Stephanie, I think you should--"
Stephanies phone goes off. I watch her walk over to the phone and sighs. It meant only one thing. "It's Patrick," she tells me. I tell her to put the call on speaker. She picks up and puts the call on speaker. "Hello?"
"Stephanie?"
"Patrick."
"Thank God you picked up the phone."
"Why wouldn't I?"
"For the past month you've ignored my calls, texts, emails, you wouldn't even look at me at O'Hare."
"Gee, I wonder why."
"Look, can we please meet for coffee and talk? I need to talk to you."
"When?"
"Now."
"I just woke up."
"Thrity minutes then."
"Alright."
"Thank you."
Click.
Stephanie throws the phone on the bed and sighs. She then looks at me and runs her hands through her hair. "I think I'm going to take him back. I've missed him. I'm going to listen to what he has to say," she tells me as I nodd. She then shakes her head. "Did you and Johnny hook up?"
"No. I did tell him I loved him."
"Oh shitt..."
"Out of my drunkenness."
"Oh Ella you probably got his hopes up."
"Yeah, I know I'm stupid."
"Alright, well I'm gonna shower and get ready."
I hear the bathroom door shut. I look down at the bed that hasn't been touched. I am a complete dumbass. Why didn't I just wait until after the Olympics to tell him how the hell I feel?
Because you are without a doubt, a fucken idiot Ella.
I lay my head down on the bed and close my eyes. I told him I loved him last night and now he thinks I didn't mean it. If he only knew how I've felt the past month, all the crying, all the non sleeping, the few classes I missed trying to catch up on sleep but in reality, I haven't had a good night sleep until last night in a month. I hear the hotel room door close, meaning Stephanie went to meet Patrick.
Then, I cried.
I ARE NOT DRUNK!;;Ella;;29
"You have got to be fucken kidding me."
Stephanie says as we spot Patrick and Jonny at a table in the hotel drinking. Due to us not talking to the two, we had know idea they were staying at our hotel. Jonny spots me, but I give him the evil eye. "There he is," Stephanie nudges me as we make our way toward Sidney, not making any eye contact whats so ever.
"Hey girls! This is my friend, Marc Andre Fluery."
SIDNEY SAY WHAT!?
"Hey, I'm Ella. This is Stephanie," I say to Marc, who flashes me an adorable smile. I sit down.
"Weren't you dating Kris Versteeg?" Fluery asks me.
"Yeah...but now...I'm a free bitch!" I yell as the waitress comes. Marc and Sidney are laughing.
Oh we shouldn't have been drinking earlier Steph I think to myself. I order a Red Bull with Vodka, Stephanies ordering an Apple Martini, while Sidney and Marc stick with beer. We get our drinks and I down mine. I'm going to make sure that I push Jonnys name out of my mind tonight. "Would you like another one?" The waitress asks.
"Can I have a pink Mikes Hard?" I ask.
"I'll get that for you."
"CAN WE HAVE CHEESE STICKS!" Stephanie yells.
"And an order of cheese sticks."
"Sorry, when I drink, I get very hungry," Stephanie tells them.
Sidney and Marc are laughing at us. Stephanie and I are funny drunks together. It's acctually quite comical.
Like the first time we ever got drunk, we were freshman in highschool. I had met Stephanie at a party. I knew we were on dance team together, but it was the first time I ever met her. I knew she had moved her from California. I was at a party with Ally. I had a few drinks and before I knew it, Stephanie and I were on a table singing The Sun will Come Out Tomorrow from Annie.
I knew from that moment she'd be my best friend.
"So, are you guys in college?" Sidney asks us.
"We're juniors at Columbia College Chicago," I tell him.
"What are you studying?" Marc asks me as the waitress brings the cheese sticks and my Mikes Hard.
"Can I take your order?" She asks.
"I'll have a burger with no cheese," Sidney tells her.
"Same," Marc replies.
"And you two?"
"I'll have a patty melt!" Stephanie yells.
"I'll just have a chopped salad, hold the bacon," I tell her as she walks away. "Fashion Design, the both of us are."
We eat and head out to the club part of the restruant. I spot a drunken Ally and Seabrook getting it on on the dance floor. I spot Nik and Christina and smile because he flew up here. Stephanie grabs Sidney and goes to the dance floor with him because she sees Kanner and some other chick. I don't see Jonny anywhere in sight. Marc and I go to the bar. I'm already drunk as it is so I'm ready for more drinks. "I'LL! HAVE! A WHITE! RUSSIAN!" I shout.
"I'll pay for this one."
I look up and see Jonny ordering a drink and taking a seat next to me. I turn to find Marc not there. Figures, just when I thought I was going to erase him out of my head for the night. "I think you've had too much to drink tonight Ella," he tells me.
"YOUR NOT MY FATHER!" I yell in a drunken fit.
"Oh, so your going to talk to me while you're drunk, great!" Jonny laughs.
"NO NOT TRUE! I ALWAYS TALK TO YOU!"
And the truth serum called alcohol was going to work tonight.
"You haven't talked to me since I was up here, which was almost a month ago."
"Oh really!? That's bad!"
"Why is that bad!"
"BECUASE I LOVE YOU YOU DUMBSHIT!"
I can't believe I just told him I loved him. I would've love to tell him that when I was sober and over Kris, not when I was drunk. A smile forms on his face. "That's not what you said a month ago," he laughs, as I down my drink.
"Really!? Wow, I is stupid!" I slur.
"I is stupid? Okay Ella, enough of the alcohol tonight."
"C'MON JONNY! LETS GO DANCE!"
Jonny grabs me and we go to the dance floor. I look over and Stephanie is giving me the what the hell look. I wave stupidly and grind on Jonny. I go down lower and shake my way back up. I catch Stepahnie hit her head. "OH MY GOD! YOUR GRINDING WITH SIDNEY CROSBY!" I yell at her.
"Yes, I am. We went to dinner with him!"
"OH MY GOD STEPH HE IS ADORABLE! ARE YOU GOING TO --"
"Sorry Sid, she's a little drunk," Jonny yells as he comes over to us.
"She's a funny one when she's drunk," Sidney laughs.
"I ARE NOT DRUNK! JONNY YOUR SEXY!" I yell.
"Okay Ella, time for bed. Steph she'll be in my room for the night."
Jonny grabs my shoes and is carrying me bridal style to the elevator. I begin kicking my feet at nothing. "JONNY! WHERE ARE WE GOING!? I HAVE TO KILL VOLDEMORT!" I yell as people look.
"Voldemort? You hate Harry Potter," he tells me as he hits the elevator button.
"No Jonny! Voldemort is following us! GO AWAY!" I yell and kick my feet at nothing.
We walk into the elevator and it closes. Jonny hits the fifth floor as I begin singing. He's laughing now. "IT'S A SMALL WORLD AFTER ALL! ITS A SMALL WORLD AFTER ALL! JONNY SING WITH ME!" I shout at him as I continue singing.
"Not today," Jonny laughs.
"ITS A WORLD OF LAUGHTER! ITS A WORLD OF TEARS! ITS A WORLD OF HOPE! ITS A WORLD OF FEARS!"
"I have a feeling you don't even know the words."
"I can sing it in Italian."
"Don't do it."
"DO IT? OKAY! E 'un piccolo mondo, dopo tutto. E 'un piccolo mondo, dopo tutto. E 'un piccolo mondo, dopo tutto --"
"Okay you're done," Jonny says as we walk out of the elevator.
Jonny opens his room and throws me on the bed. He then grabs clothes and walks into the bedroom. I rub my head. "JONNY THAT HURT!" I shouted. He laughs from the bathroom as I find cookies on the table. I grab one and began eating it. Jonny walks out of the bathroom and drops his clothes. "Ella, fix your dress!"
"Why? Whats wrong?"
"You're boobs are popping out! Don't you have a bra?"
"I BOUGHT THIS DRESS OUT OF FRUSTRATION!"
"No, you made that dress. I was there when you were cursing at the sewing machine. Here throw this on," Jonny tells me, throwing me a long shirt.
I then strip infront of him and throw the shirt on. He flops himself on the bed and I flop myself next to him. I then snuggle on his chest and the next thing I knew I was sleeping because everything went black.
Stephanie says as we spot Patrick and Jonny at a table in the hotel drinking. Due to us not talking to the two, we had know idea they were staying at our hotel. Jonny spots me, but I give him the evil eye. "There he is," Stephanie nudges me as we make our way toward Sidney, not making any eye contact whats so ever.
"Hey girls! This is my friend, Marc Andre Fluery."
SIDNEY SAY WHAT!?
"Hey, I'm Ella. This is Stephanie," I say to Marc, who flashes me an adorable smile. I sit down.
"Weren't you dating Kris Versteeg?" Fluery asks me.
"Yeah...but now...I'm a free bitch!" I yell as the waitress comes. Marc and Sidney are laughing.
Oh we shouldn't have been drinking earlier Steph I think to myself. I order a Red Bull with Vodka, Stephanies ordering an Apple Martini, while Sidney and Marc stick with beer. We get our drinks and I down mine. I'm going to make sure that I push Jonnys name out of my mind tonight. "Would you like another one?" The waitress asks.
"Can I have a pink Mikes Hard?" I ask.
"I'll get that for you."
"CAN WE HAVE CHEESE STICKS!" Stephanie yells.
"And an order of cheese sticks."
"Sorry, when I drink, I get very hungry," Stephanie tells them.
Sidney and Marc are laughing at us. Stephanie and I are funny drunks together. It's acctually quite comical.
Like the first time we ever got drunk, we were freshman in highschool. I had met Stephanie at a party. I knew we were on dance team together, but it was the first time I ever met her. I knew she had moved her from California. I was at a party with Ally. I had a few drinks and before I knew it, Stephanie and I were on a table singing The Sun will Come Out Tomorrow from Annie.
I knew from that moment she'd be my best friend.
"So, are you guys in college?" Sidney asks us.
"We're juniors at Columbia College Chicago," I tell him.
"What are you studying?" Marc asks me as the waitress brings the cheese sticks and my Mikes Hard.
"Can I take your order?" She asks.
"I'll have a burger with no cheese," Sidney tells her.
"Same," Marc replies.
"And you two?"
"I'll have a patty melt!" Stephanie yells.
"I'll just have a chopped salad, hold the bacon," I tell her as she walks away. "Fashion Design, the both of us are."
We eat and head out to the club part of the restruant. I spot a drunken Ally and Seabrook getting it on on the dance floor. I spot Nik and Christina and smile because he flew up here. Stephanie grabs Sidney and goes to the dance floor with him because she sees Kanner and some other chick. I don't see Jonny anywhere in sight. Marc and I go to the bar. I'm already drunk as it is so I'm ready for more drinks. "I'LL! HAVE! A WHITE! RUSSIAN!" I shout.
"I'll pay for this one."
I look up and see Jonny ordering a drink and taking a seat next to me. I turn to find Marc not there. Figures, just when I thought I was going to erase him out of my head for the night. "I think you've had too much to drink tonight Ella," he tells me.
"YOUR NOT MY FATHER!" I yell in a drunken fit.
"Oh, so your going to talk to me while you're drunk, great!" Jonny laughs.
"NO NOT TRUE! I ALWAYS TALK TO YOU!"
And the truth serum called alcohol was going to work tonight.
"You haven't talked to me since I was up here, which was almost a month ago."
"Oh really!? That's bad!"
"Why is that bad!"
"BECUASE I LOVE YOU YOU DUMBSHIT!"
I can't believe I just told him I loved him. I would've love to tell him that when I was sober and over Kris, not when I was drunk. A smile forms on his face. "That's not what you said a month ago," he laughs, as I down my drink.
"Really!? Wow, I is stupid!" I slur.
"I is stupid? Okay Ella, enough of the alcohol tonight."
"C'MON JONNY! LETS GO DANCE!"
Jonny grabs me and we go to the dance floor. I look over and Stephanie is giving me the what the hell look. I wave stupidly and grind on Jonny. I go down lower and shake my way back up. I catch Stepahnie hit her head. "OH MY GOD! YOUR GRINDING WITH SIDNEY CROSBY!" I yell at her.
"Yes, I am. We went to dinner with him!"
"OH MY GOD STEPH HE IS ADORABLE! ARE YOU GOING TO --"
"Sorry Sid, she's a little drunk," Jonny yells as he comes over to us.
"She's a funny one when she's drunk," Sidney laughs.
"I ARE NOT DRUNK! JONNY YOUR SEXY!" I yell.
"Okay Ella, time for bed. Steph she'll be in my room for the night."
Jonny grabs my shoes and is carrying me bridal style to the elevator. I begin kicking my feet at nothing. "JONNY! WHERE ARE WE GOING!? I HAVE TO KILL VOLDEMORT!" I yell as people look.
"Voldemort? You hate Harry Potter," he tells me as he hits the elevator button.
"No Jonny! Voldemort is following us! GO AWAY!" I yell and kick my feet at nothing.
We walk into the elevator and it closes. Jonny hits the fifth floor as I begin singing. He's laughing now. "IT'S A SMALL WORLD AFTER ALL! ITS A SMALL WORLD AFTER ALL! JONNY SING WITH ME!" I shout at him as I continue singing.
"Not today," Jonny laughs.
"ITS A WORLD OF LAUGHTER! ITS A WORLD OF TEARS! ITS A WORLD OF HOPE! ITS A WORLD OF FEARS!"
"I have a feeling you don't even know the words."
"I can sing it in Italian."
"Don't do it."
"DO IT? OKAY! E 'un piccolo mondo, dopo tutto. E 'un piccolo mondo, dopo tutto. E 'un piccolo mondo, dopo tutto --"
"Okay you're done," Jonny says as we walk out of the elevator.
Jonny opens his room and throws me on the bed. He then grabs clothes and walks into the bedroom. I rub my head. "JONNY THAT HURT!" I shouted. He laughs from the bathroom as I find cookies on the table. I grab one and began eating it. Jonny walks out of the bathroom and drops his clothes. "Ella, fix your dress!"
"Why? Whats wrong?"
"You're boobs are popping out! Don't you have a bra?"
"I BOUGHT THIS DRESS OUT OF FRUSTRATION!"
"No, you made that dress. I was there when you were cursing at the sewing machine. Here throw this on," Jonny tells me, throwing me a long shirt.
I then strip infront of him and throw the shirt on. He flops himself on the bed and I flop myself next to him. I then snuggle on his chest and the next thing I knew I was sleeping because everything went black.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Let The Olympic Adventures Begin;;Ella;;28
Ella has a dream in this chapter. it'll be in italicized
The Olympic break comes. Since Stephanie and I are single bitches now, my dad scored us two week passes for Hockey. Christina and Ally are taking two weeks off from school as well. Due to the situation Stephanie and I are in, we leave a day after everyone else. We did go to the airport to send everyone off. Christina was with us two, due to Nik having to stay behind for practice but occasionally coming up for a day or two.
Ally and Christina are going with Brent, Duncan, Kane, Jonny, Tomas Kopecky, and Marion Hossa to Vancouver. Jonny and I haven't spoken since our Skype incident, I refuse to to even look at Kris, and Stephanie told Patrick to leave her alone for a while. The four of us are standing there, telling them to behave on this trip.
"I feel bad for you two," Ally began.
"I think it's better we take a different flight," Stephanie sighs.
"You sure? You know Stephanie, he feels like shit. He has been so miserable."
"Good, I like seeing him suffering like this."
I look up and Jonny is appoarching me. I roll my eyes and tell Ally and Christina to call me when they'd land. I begin to walk away but Jonnys arm grabs me. I don't want to talk to him. I like the space we've had from eachother for the past month. "What do you want?" I snarl at him.
"Could you hear me out for a minute?"
"You have a plane to catch."
"Now boarding airline 102 to Vancouver, British Columbia."
"Ella, please, I hate that were not talking. It's making me a wreck."
"You think I'm no wreck?"
"Ella, I've been up at night crying. Okay, and I don't usually cry."
"Well who's fault is that? I've been doing the same."
"I don't want to cry."
"LAST CALL FOR AIRLINE 102 TO VANCOUVER, BRITISH COLUMBIA!"
"I have to go."
"Then go."
I watch him walk away and Stephanie and I go back to pack. We wake up bright and early the next morning and get to the gate with an hour to spare. We board our flight and take the seats noticing theres a seat by the isle open. Someone sits down in it. I look over and my eyes widen out of my head.
Sidney fucken Crosby is sitting next to Stephanie.
"Hey, aren't you dating Patrick Kane?" He asks Stephanie.
"Psh, me, dating that piece of garbage? I don't like cab beaters and limo drunks."
"And she means it," I join in. "I'm Ella, this is Stephanie."
"Sidney. What brings you two to Vancouver."
"The Olympics. My dad felt bad that our boyfriends cheated on us because their man whores and womanizers so he got us passes for hockey."
"What an awesome dad. By the way Stephanie, has anyone told you that you have a great smile?"
I plug my ipod in as Stephanie and Sidney strike up a conversation. I fall asleep for four hours.
"Ella, if I could have one wish, I'd wish for a blanket of stars to come down and over look you to show you how beautiful you really are."
Jonny and I are back by the lake sitting on a blanket. It's springtime and we're watching the deer eat and what not. I'm not looking at him. It's the first time were together since the break up of me and Kris.
"Jonny, I don't know what to say..."
"Tell me you love me and that you're never going to let go."
"Jonny...it's not easy."
"It's not going to be easy. Please Ella."
"Jonny..."
"Ella, I love you..."
"Ella...wake up."
I feel someone shaking my shoulder. I wake up and it's Stephanie. I look around to find that we made it to Vancouver. We walk to baggage claim, take our bags, and take a cab to the hotel. We check in and walk to the room to find a bottle of champaign on the table. "Awe who is it from!?" Stephanie asks as I take the note and read:
Girls:
think of this as a little vacation. have fun, be safe, and don't do anything i wouldn't do.
Love,
Dad/Stephanies Dad she never had
"I LOVE YOUR DAD! AND THIS ROOM!" She says, opening the bottle of champaign.
"So, what did Crosby say while I slept."
"Were hanging out with him tonight."
"WE ARE!?"
"Yes," She says, hanging me a glass. "To the Olympics, may we do stupid shit you're father wouldn't do."
Cling.
I get dressed and throw on a super short black dress with red pumps. Stephanie throws on a red dress and black pumps. We meet Sidney in the lobby and follow him into the club/restruant the hotel has going on...
Only to see our two favorite people at the moment.
probably the only post for tonight, my head is spinning. will post tomorrow!.
The Olympic break comes. Since Stephanie and I are single bitches now, my dad scored us two week passes for Hockey. Christina and Ally are taking two weeks off from school as well. Due to the situation Stephanie and I are in, we leave a day after everyone else. We did go to the airport to send everyone off. Christina was with us two, due to Nik having to stay behind for practice but occasionally coming up for a day or two.
Ally and Christina are going with Brent, Duncan, Kane, Jonny, Tomas Kopecky, and Marion Hossa to Vancouver. Jonny and I haven't spoken since our Skype incident, I refuse to to even look at Kris, and Stephanie told Patrick to leave her alone for a while. The four of us are standing there, telling them to behave on this trip.
"I feel bad for you two," Ally began.
"I think it's better we take a different flight," Stephanie sighs.
"You sure? You know Stephanie, he feels like shit. He has been so miserable."
"Good, I like seeing him suffering like this."
I look up and Jonny is appoarching me. I roll my eyes and tell Ally and Christina to call me when they'd land. I begin to walk away but Jonnys arm grabs me. I don't want to talk to him. I like the space we've had from eachother for the past month. "What do you want?" I snarl at him.
"Could you hear me out for a minute?"
"You have a plane to catch."
"Now boarding airline 102 to Vancouver, British Columbia."
"Ella, please, I hate that were not talking. It's making me a wreck."
"You think I'm no wreck?"
"Ella, I've been up at night crying. Okay, and I don't usually cry."
"Well who's fault is that? I've been doing the same."
"I don't want to cry."
"LAST CALL FOR AIRLINE 102 TO VANCOUVER, BRITISH COLUMBIA!"
"I have to go."
"Then go."
I watch him walk away and Stephanie and I go back to pack. We wake up bright and early the next morning and get to the gate with an hour to spare. We board our flight and take the seats noticing theres a seat by the isle open. Someone sits down in it. I look over and my eyes widen out of my head.
Sidney fucken Crosby is sitting next to Stephanie.
"Hey, aren't you dating Patrick Kane?" He asks Stephanie.
"Psh, me, dating that piece of garbage? I don't like cab beaters and limo drunks."
"And she means it," I join in. "I'm Ella, this is Stephanie."
"Sidney. What brings you two to Vancouver."
"The Olympics. My dad felt bad that our boyfriends cheated on us because their man whores and womanizers so he got us passes for hockey."
"What an awesome dad. By the way Stephanie, has anyone told you that you have a great smile?"
I plug my ipod in as Stephanie and Sidney strike up a conversation. I fall asleep for four hours.
"Ella, if I could have one wish, I'd wish for a blanket of stars to come down and over look you to show you how beautiful you really are."
Jonny and I are back by the lake sitting on a blanket. It's springtime and we're watching the deer eat and what not. I'm not looking at him. It's the first time were together since the break up of me and Kris.
"Jonny, I don't know what to say..."
"Tell me you love me and that you're never going to let go."
"Jonny...it's not easy."
"It's not going to be easy. Please Ella."
"Jonny..."
"Ella, I love you..."
"Ella...wake up."
I feel someone shaking my shoulder. I wake up and it's Stephanie. I look around to find that we made it to Vancouver. We walk to baggage claim, take our bags, and take a cab to the hotel. We check in and walk to the room to find a bottle of champaign on the table. "Awe who is it from!?" Stephanie asks as I take the note and read:
Girls:
think of this as a little vacation. have fun, be safe, and don't do anything i wouldn't do.
Love,
Dad/Stephanies Dad she never had
"I LOVE YOUR DAD! AND THIS ROOM!" She says, opening the bottle of champaign.
"So, what did Crosby say while I slept."
"Were hanging out with him tonight."
"WE ARE!?"
"Yes," She says, hanging me a glass. "To the Olympics, may we do stupid shit you're father wouldn't do."
Cling.
I get dressed and throw on a super short black dress with red pumps. Stephanie throws on a red dress and black pumps. We meet Sidney in the lobby and follow him into the club/restruant the hotel has going on...
Only to see our two favorite people at the moment.
probably the only post for tonight, my head is spinning. will post tomorrow!.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Honesty is the Killer;;Ella;;27
The boys end up losing to Edmonton, but I didn't really watch. I will still upset that Kris lied to me and not to mention that Jonny confessed his love for me. Couldn't he have waited until after the Olympics when he knew I'd for sure be over Kris?
I'm in Christina's roommate Alexia's room. Christina walks in to find me curled up in a ball with Justin Biebers Baby blaring through my Macbook. She sits on the edge of my bed. I don't say anything because I'm containing my tears. "Are you okay?" She asks me.
"Christina, my boyfriend cheated on me."
"So did Stephanies but she's not a wreck like you are. Look, when we went to Excalibur that night, he cheated on you."
"What?"
"Nik and I were still at the club when you all left. He came back and was sucking face with some girl who wasn't you."
"Do you have Whiskey?"
"I'm not giving you alcohol at a time like this."
My skype rings. It's Jonny. Christina leaves the room. I answer the call. Jonnys in his hotel room, wearing a hoodie. He looks emotionally drained and his hair is still wet from the shower. He looks at me. I wish he didn't have to see me this way. "Shit, Ella your a mess."
"I know," I admit.
"Can I play something for you before we talk about that text?"
"Go for it."
"Are you okay?"
"Jonny play the song please. I wanna hear it," I say, forcing a smile to my face.
"Okay, I may suck, but bare with me."
He starts playing an acoustic cover I miss you and begins singing an off key vocal of Mark Hoppous, which kind of makes me laugh. I watch his hands go up and down the frets of the guitar. I'm more drawn to him then I was before.
Where are you? And I'm so sorry,
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight.
I need somebody and always.
This sick strange darkness,
Comes creeping on, so haunting everytime.
And as I stared I counted, the webs from all the spiders,
Catching things and eating their insides.
Like my indecision to call you, and hear your voice of treason.
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight.
Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head.
I miss you.
Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head.
I miss you, I miss you.
I cry a little more as he finishes the vocal of the song. He stops singing once he hears me crying. He puts the guitar down and looks back at me. I want him so bad, I wanted to hold him and hear him telling me to stop crying. "Ella, why are you crying?"
"That was beautiful."
"I learned it for you."
"I know."
"Ella, why can't you love me?"
"Jonny, my heart just got crushed."
"I can fix that for you, believe me I can."
"Jonny, I don't know what to believe at this point."
"Ella, listen to me please. I'm not going to do what that assfuck did to you. I've made my fair share of mistakes in the past but I'm not going to do anything to hurt you. Please Ella, give me that chance."
"Jonny, give me time please."
"Ella, please," he pleads as I get ready to close the screen. He sees my hand inching for the flap of the laptop. "Ella, don't close the laptop."
"Jonny, give me time. For now, all I can offer is my friendship. Please give me time."
"Ella, don't do this."
I close the laptop and put it in the case. My phone goes off. It's Jonny. I click ignore and go under the covers. The phone goes off again. This time I answer. I wish he could understand what I was going through right now. "Jonny, please don't make me do this."
"Ella, do not hang up the phone."
"Johnny, I can only offer my friendship right now."
"Do you love me? Honestly, tell me if you love me."
"Johnny, honesty is going to be the killer right now. I can't love you right now. I can't love anyone right now."
"When will you love me?"
"Honestly Johnny, I don't know."
"Forget it then. Goodbye."
Click.
I throw the phone at the wall infrsutration, watching it smash into pieces. I really hope to God my dad put insurance on that phone when he bought it for me. Ally, Stephanie, and Christina storm into the room. They look at the phone then at me. "What the fuck? Are you going fucken crazy?" Stephanie asks me.
"I think so."
"Well, what caused to break your phone?" Ally asked me.
I spill my guts out while sobbing. Stephanie is laying next to me, as we sob over the limo incident and Jonny as Christina brings in Oreos and peanut butter with Corona lights. Ally shakes her head at me. "Really Ella, I think this time you may have done it."
"I'm not that retarded," I snap. Christinas appartment phone rings. She picks it up and hands it toward me. "It's you're dad," she tells me, handing over the phone. Now I get to tell him that I broke my phone and ask for a new one. "Hey dad," is all I can say.
"Hey honey, are you okay?"
"No."
"Why is your phone off again?"
"Yeah...I need a new phone."
"Ella..."
"I threw it in frustration."
"You are so lucky I put insurance on that thing. I'll have it shipped to the appartment."
"Thank you Dad."
"When are you coming home?"
"Sunday morning."
"Come over for brunch to meet Jay. We'll bitch out your frustration. Fair deal?"
"Yes. Thank you dad. I love you."
"Love you too. Get some sleep. You're mom and brother are worried about you."
"Tell Alfonso I'm sorry that Kris won't be around anymore."
"I think he hates him now. I got to go."
"Night dad."
I hang up the phone and look at the three of them. Stephanie is passed out on the bed, Ally is texting Brent and Christina is texting Nik. I feel so alone even though they are here. They tell me to get some rest. I guess Stephanie and I are sharing a bed tonight. I turn on my side and for the first time in a long time I did what I hated doing the most.
Crying myself to sleep.
Jonathan Toews, I really need you here right now.
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I'm in Christina's roommate Alexia's room. Christina walks in to find me curled up in a ball with Justin Biebers Baby blaring through my Macbook. She sits on the edge of my bed. I don't say anything because I'm containing my tears. "Are you okay?" She asks me.
"Christina, my boyfriend cheated on me."
"So did Stephanies but she's not a wreck like you are. Look, when we went to Excalibur that night, he cheated on you."
"What?"
"Nik and I were still at the club when you all left. He came back and was sucking face with some girl who wasn't you."
"Do you have Whiskey?"
"I'm not giving you alcohol at a time like this."
My skype rings. It's Jonny. Christina leaves the room. I answer the call. Jonnys in his hotel room, wearing a hoodie. He looks emotionally drained and his hair is still wet from the shower. He looks at me. I wish he didn't have to see me this way. "Shit, Ella your a mess."
"I know," I admit.
"Can I play something for you before we talk about that text?"
"Go for it."
"Are you okay?"
"Jonny play the song please. I wanna hear it," I say, forcing a smile to my face.
"Okay, I may suck, but bare with me."
He starts playing an acoustic cover I miss you and begins singing an off key vocal of Mark Hoppous, which kind of makes me laugh. I watch his hands go up and down the frets of the guitar. I'm more drawn to him then I was before.
Where are you? And I'm so sorry,
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight.
I need somebody and always.
This sick strange darkness,
Comes creeping on, so haunting everytime.
And as I stared I counted, the webs from all the spiders,
Catching things and eating their insides.
Like my indecision to call you, and hear your voice of treason.
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight.
Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head.
I miss you.
Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head.
I miss you, I miss you.
I cry a little more as he finishes the vocal of the song. He stops singing once he hears me crying. He puts the guitar down and looks back at me. I want him so bad, I wanted to hold him and hear him telling me to stop crying. "Ella, why are you crying?"
"That was beautiful."
"I learned it for you."
"I know."
"Ella, why can't you love me?"
"Jonny, my heart just got crushed."
"I can fix that for you, believe me I can."
"Jonny, I don't know what to believe at this point."
"Ella, listen to me please. I'm not going to do what that assfuck did to you. I've made my fair share of mistakes in the past but I'm not going to do anything to hurt you. Please Ella, give me that chance."
"Jonny, give me time please."
"Ella, please," he pleads as I get ready to close the screen. He sees my hand inching for the flap of the laptop. "Ella, don't close the laptop."
"Jonny, give me time. For now, all I can offer is my friendship. Please give me time."
"Ella, don't do this."
I close the laptop and put it in the case. My phone goes off. It's Jonny. I click ignore and go under the covers. The phone goes off again. This time I answer. I wish he could understand what I was going through right now. "Jonny, please don't make me do this."
"Ella, do not hang up the phone."
"Johnny, I can only offer my friendship right now."
"Do you love me? Honestly, tell me if you love me."
"Johnny, honesty is going to be the killer right now. I can't love you right now. I can't love anyone right now."
"When will you love me?"
"Honestly Johnny, I don't know."
"Forget it then. Goodbye."
Click.
I throw the phone at the wall infrsutration, watching it smash into pieces. I really hope to God my dad put insurance on that phone when he bought it for me. Ally, Stephanie, and Christina storm into the room. They look at the phone then at me. "What the fuck? Are you going fucken crazy?" Stephanie asks me.
"I think so."
"Well, what caused to break your phone?" Ally asked me.
I spill my guts out while sobbing. Stephanie is laying next to me, as we sob over the limo incident and Jonny as Christina brings in Oreos and peanut butter with Corona lights. Ally shakes her head at me. "Really Ella, I think this time you may have done it."
"I'm not that retarded," I snap. Christinas appartment phone rings. She picks it up and hands it toward me. "It's you're dad," she tells me, handing over the phone. Now I get to tell him that I broke my phone and ask for a new one. "Hey dad," is all I can say.
"Hey honey, are you okay?"
"No."
"Why is your phone off again?"
"Yeah...I need a new phone."
"Ella..."
"I threw it in frustration."
"You are so lucky I put insurance on that thing. I'll have it shipped to the appartment."
"Thank you Dad."
"When are you coming home?"
"Sunday morning."
"Come over for brunch to meet Jay. We'll bitch out your frustration. Fair deal?"
"Yes. Thank you dad. I love you."
"Love you too. Get some sleep. You're mom and brother are worried about you."
"Tell Alfonso I'm sorry that Kris won't be around anymore."
"I think he hates him now. I got to go."
"Night dad."
I hang up the phone and look at the three of them. Stephanie is passed out on the bed, Ally is texting Brent and Christina is texting Nik. I feel so alone even though they are here. They tell me to get some rest. I guess Stephanie and I are sharing a bed tonight. I turn on my side and for the first time in a long time I did what I hated doing the most.
Crying myself to sleep.
Jonathan Toews, I really need you here right now.
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You're A Dead Man Steeger;;Jon;;26
"STEGGER! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!"
I pin Stegger to the wall in the locker room. It took my five minutes to track him down and I finally found him. He was dead now, he was a dead man. The whole team is watching now. I have my hand to his kneck, I'm ready to strangle him. "WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO HER!?"
"What the fuck is it to you, lover boy?!"
"YOU CRUSHED HER! JUST LIKE I TOLD HER YOU WOULD!"
"Please, not like she was going to put out anyways, you can have her."
My grip on his kneck is tighter now as my adrenaline kicks in. He's trying to grasp for air. How dare he say that about the most sweetest, beautiful girl to ever walk the face of the earth. "Come on Tazer, we'll deal with him later," Brent tells me.
"I'M NOT DONE WITH THIS ASS SHIT!" I yell, turning my head toward Brent. I turn and look at Steegs, my face showing my anger. "If I ever hear you say that about anyone again, I'll fucken kill you," I yell.
"Psshhh....the girl wouldn't even have sex with me. Good luck with the nun."
Now, he's done it. My phone is going off but I'm ignoring it. My grip on Kris is tighter now and I kick him in the balls. "I swear to God Kris, you're nothing but a jackass and I hope--"
"JON! ITS ELLA!"
"I'm not done with you just yet assfucker."
I let go of the grip I had on Kris and grab the phone. I put it to my ear and walk out of the locker room. "Ella, it's me," I say on the phone. She's sobbing. I'm telling her to calm down but she can't stop sobbing. "Ella, I'm almost done killing him."
"Jonny, I'm sorry I didn't listen."
"Ella, don't apologize. It's going to be okay."
"Jonny, please tell me it's going to be okay."
"Ella, I promise you it's going to be okay. When I get home, I'm gonna be there. It's going to be the first thing I do."
"Okay."
"I have to go."
"Okay, bye Jonny."
"Bye Ella."
Click.
I walk back in and look at Kris dead on. I walk to my cubbie and start gearing up. I'm so mad that I decide to give the boys a lecture. "Ya know what," I begin, standing on a bench. "We all need to grow up and start acting like men.
Now I know only a few of you partook in this incident, but seriously, we are not gonna let that bug us tonight. GROW UP! Seriously, it's okay to party, but not act like assholes. That is all."
I feel my phone vibrate. I look and see that I have a text from Ella. I open it and read:
I am so sorry that I never listened to you when you warned me a while back. My head wasn't screwed on right. I think you need to know something but I want to wait to tell you.
Ella it's okay, we all make mistakes. I brought my guitar with me on this trip. Skye me tonight. I wanna play something for you
"I fucked up," Patrick Kane sat down next to me. I shake my head. "How am I going to win her back?"
"Give her time, it's Stephanie, she'll do something to get back you, you'll get pissed, she'll realize you both were wrong, then BAM! You're back together."
"You going to serenade Ella with the guitar?"
"I don't think we're going to get anywhere."
"I think so."
"You think so?"
"By the way, Kris cheated on her the night we went to Excalibur. When he brought her back he came back and was sucking face with some bitch."
"That is it!"
"Alright boys warm ups are in a minute!"
"Some one better kill him tonight."
Were getting ready to hit the ice. I feel my phone go off. I grab it real quick and see that it's Ella. I quickly glance at it and read:
I'll see you tonight. I need to talk to you about something anyhow.
Alright. Atonella Gianni, just know that I love you.
Something was telling me that me saying that to her was going to cause problems. I didn't care, I was going to win her over. If it weren't tonight, it was going to be soon. I could feel it. She would finally be mine and no one elses. She's belong to me.
I'd finally be able to tell her that I loved her with everything I had. I wanted to be able to pull down the moon and go back to the night she was almost raped and just tell her then that I loved her. I wanted to go back to fourth grade and not say that comment that caused her to hate me for the longest time.
I hit the ice. I was going to win this game for her, whether she was watching or not. I wanted to win for her. I was now offically focused. This game was going to be for her. And when I got back to my hotel room tonight, I was going to spill my guts to her, even if she did just get out of a relationship.
We get back in from warm ups and I quickly check my phone. She texted me. A frown forms to my face. I throw the phone back and follow the team. My focus was gone was the words kept going through my mind:
I can't love you Jonny. I can't love you.
I pin Stegger to the wall in the locker room. It took my five minutes to track him down and I finally found him. He was dead now, he was a dead man. The whole team is watching now. I have my hand to his kneck, I'm ready to strangle him. "WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO HER!?"
"What the fuck is it to you, lover boy?!"
"YOU CRUSHED HER! JUST LIKE I TOLD HER YOU WOULD!"
"Please, not like she was going to put out anyways, you can have her."
My grip on his kneck is tighter now as my adrenaline kicks in. He's trying to grasp for air. How dare he say that about the most sweetest, beautiful girl to ever walk the face of the earth. "Come on Tazer, we'll deal with him later," Brent tells me.
"I'M NOT DONE WITH THIS ASS SHIT!" I yell, turning my head toward Brent. I turn and look at Steegs, my face showing my anger. "If I ever hear you say that about anyone again, I'll fucken kill you," I yell.
"Psshhh....the girl wouldn't even have sex with me. Good luck with the nun."
Now, he's done it. My phone is going off but I'm ignoring it. My grip on Kris is tighter now and I kick him in the balls. "I swear to God Kris, you're nothing but a jackass and I hope--"
"JON! ITS ELLA!"
"I'm not done with you just yet assfucker."
I let go of the grip I had on Kris and grab the phone. I put it to my ear and walk out of the locker room. "Ella, it's me," I say on the phone. She's sobbing. I'm telling her to calm down but she can't stop sobbing. "Ella, I'm almost done killing him."
"Jonny, I'm sorry I didn't listen."
"Ella, don't apologize. It's going to be okay."
"Jonny, please tell me it's going to be okay."
"Ella, I promise you it's going to be okay. When I get home, I'm gonna be there. It's going to be the first thing I do."
"Okay."
"I have to go."
"Okay, bye Jonny."
"Bye Ella."
Click.
I walk back in and look at Kris dead on. I walk to my cubbie and start gearing up. I'm so mad that I decide to give the boys a lecture. "Ya know what," I begin, standing on a bench. "We all need to grow up and start acting like men.
Now I know only a few of you partook in this incident, but seriously, we are not gonna let that bug us tonight. GROW UP! Seriously, it's okay to party, but not act like assholes. That is all."
I feel my phone vibrate. I look and see that I have a text from Ella. I open it and read:
I am so sorry that I never listened to you when you warned me a while back. My head wasn't screwed on right. I think you need to know something but I want to wait to tell you.
Ella it's okay, we all make mistakes. I brought my guitar with me on this trip. Skye me tonight. I wanna play something for you
"I fucked up," Patrick Kane sat down next to me. I shake my head. "How am I going to win her back?"
"Give her time, it's Stephanie, she'll do something to get back you, you'll get pissed, she'll realize you both were wrong, then BAM! You're back together."
"You going to serenade Ella with the guitar?"
"I don't think we're going to get anywhere."
"I think so."
"You think so?"
"By the way, Kris cheated on her the night we went to Excalibur. When he brought her back he came back and was sucking face with some bitch."
"That is it!"
"Alright boys warm ups are in a minute!"
"Some one better kill him tonight."
Were getting ready to hit the ice. I feel my phone go off. I grab it real quick and see that it's Ella. I quickly glance at it and read:
I'll see you tonight. I need to talk to you about something anyhow.
Alright. Atonella Gianni, just know that I love you.
Something was telling me that me saying that to her was going to cause problems. I didn't care, I was going to win her over. If it weren't tonight, it was going to be soon. I could feel it. She would finally be mine and no one elses. She's belong to me.
I'd finally be able to tell her that I loved her with everything I had. I wanted to be able to pull down the moon and go back to the night she was almost raped and just tell her then that I loved her. I wanted to go back to fourth grade and not say that comment that caused her to hate me for the longest time.
I hit the ice. I was going to win this game for her, whether she was watching or not. I wanted to win for her. I was now offically focused. This game was going to be for her. And when I got back to my hotel room tonight, I was going to spill my guts to her, even if she did just get out of a relationship.
We get back in from warm ups and I quickly check my phone. She texted me. A frown forms to my face. I throw the phone back and follow the team. My focus was gone was the words kept going through my mind:
I can't love you Jonny. I can't love you.
Break Ups;;Stephanie;;25
It's Janurary, and the long ass roadtrip was going on. It was good and bad. Mine, Ally, Ella, and Christinas grade were going up, but we missed our boyfriends. It was the 20th, they day after we played the Canucks. I was sitting at the counter with Ally typing a paper while she was surfing the wed. We were waiting for Ella to come home. Her and Kris were better, but I knew he was going to do something to just piss her off to the extreme.
"Holy shit...Stephanie, do not panic," Ally tells me.
"You saying that is going to make me panic."
"You're boyfriend was caught in a limo party."
"So what?"
"With girls who weren't you."
"Say what!?"
I rush over to Ally's computer and look at the pictures and read the article. My eyes almost pop out of my head. It was Madden, my boyfriend, and Ella's boyfriend. I look at Ally as her phone goes off. It's Brent. "Brent, what the fuck is going on?" She yells into the phone then putting it on speaker.
"Tell Stephanie to calm down, I'm about to go kill Kanner."
"And tell him I don't want to speak to him!"
"Stephanie don't cry I'm going to kill him. Does Ella know?"
"Not that we know of, she isn't home."
"Well, Jonny doesn't know either but I'm sure he'll kill--"
"We gotta go!"
We hang up as Ella walks in. She looks at me weridly. "Stephanie, why the hell are you crying? What did Patrick do?" She asks, running over to me. I wanna tell her, but I keep crying. Ally clears her throat, signaling me to tell her. I can't stop crying though, I can't tell her.
"Kris, Patrick, and John Madden were caught in a limo party...drunk...with girls who weren't us."
"SHIT IS THAT BRIDGID AND KRIS!" I yell.
Ella runs over to the computer and drops her purse. She steps back after looking at all the pictures. Her eyes begin to tear up as her phone rings. It's Kris. She picks up the phone and sobs. "HOW COULD YOU!" Shes crying and screaming at once.
"Ella, I'm so sorry."
"DON'T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN JERK!"
She puts the phone down and runs to the closet and pulls out her duffle. We follow her to her room as she throws clothes into the duffle. "Where the hell are you going?" Ally asks her and she runs into her bathroom. She then begins throwing more crap into the duffle while sobbing. "I should've listened, I should--"
"Ella, stop crying. Where are you going?"
"I'm going to Christina's for the weekend. I'm turning my phone off. I'll call you when I get there."
With that she leaves. We sit at the counter dumbfounded. The appartment phone goes off after ten minutes. I pick it up. "Ella?" The man on the phone asks. It's Ellas dad. I mouth it to Ally and hold the phone on my shoulder.
"Hey Mr. Gianni. It's Stephanie."
"Stephanie, why is Ellas phone off?"
"Oh you didn't hear, did you?"
"I heard. I wanted to see if she wanted to come by and talk."
"She's going to Christina's for the weekend. I'll have her call you when we hear from her."
"Please thank you."
I hang up the phone and look at Ally. We both were thinking about going down there as well. Christinas roommates were studying aboard for the semester, so she wouldn't mind if we crashed there. The phone rang again. I look at the caller ID. It's Ella's mom. "Ms. Salerno, it's Stephanie."
"Steph, where the hell is Ella and why is her phone off?"
"She went to Christinas for the weekend. She's avoiding Kris."
"Oh poor girl. Tell her to call when you hear from her."
"Sounds good, Ally and I may go down there too."
"Kay, thank you. Stephanie I'm sorry. Want me to beat up Kris and Patrick?"
"No, thank you though," I hang up but my cell phone goes off.
It reads Pat.
"HOW COULD YOU!?" I yell into the phone.
"Stephanie, I am so sorry--"
"DON'T SORRY ME! YOU HAVE A FUCKEN DRINKING PROBLEM I CAN SEE!"
"Stephanie, please--"
"Do not talk to me. We need a break. When you can fix yourself, you can talk to me. But don't talk to me."
My cell phone goes off again. This time its Jonny. I'm crying into the phone. "Stephanie, Brent is beating Kanner up. Where is Ella? Why is her phone off?" He asks, sounding worried. I can't stop sobbing so Ally took the phone from me and put it on speaker.
"Ellas on her way to Christinas. She's avoiding Kris."
"What do you mean Kris?"
"You didn't hear?"
"No..."
"He was in the limo too...with Bridgid."
"No..."
"Yes."
It's dead silent on the phone. I'm pulling the duffles out and I throw them in mine and Allys room. I come back to kitchen. "What do you mean it was Bridgid?" He asks on the phone. Ally then tells him about the picture and how he was sucking face with her. The silence ends with Jonny's rage in his voice.
"I am going to kill him. When you hear from Ella tell her to call me."
"What?" We both ask.
"I'm going to make sure Kris is dead."
Jonny hangs up the phone and we run into our rooms. We pack everything and lock the appartment doors. We get in the car and Ally speeds off. My phone rings. It's Ella. "Why aren't you picking up the appartment phone?" She yells at us.
"Because we're on our way to Christinas."
"What?"
"Stephanie and Pat broke up. Where are you?"
"Christinas."
"Okay well your dad and mom are worried about you. We'll be there soon. Oh and call Jonny when you can, he's and as I qoute on qoute, 'going to make sure Kris is dead'."
"Oh jesus alright see you soon.":
I hang up the phone and Kris calls. I pick up the phone. "What do you want you assfucker!?" I yell into the phone. I'm so mad right now that I can feel my adrenaline kick in. I could seriously pick the car up and throw it. "Why is Ella's phone off?!" He yells.
"Because she's avoiding you! Leave her alone. She's done with you!"
"Well ya know--"
"WHA THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!" We hear on the other line. I know that angry voice.
It's Jonny. I look at Ally as we get stuck in traffic on I-355. She heard the voice too. Then finally Kris says into the phone.
"I got to go."
Click.
enjoy!
"Holy shit...Stephanie, do not panic," Ally tells me.
"You saying that is going to make me panic."
"You're boyfriend was caught in a limo party."
"So what?"
"With girls who weren't you."
"Say what!?"
I rush over to Ally's computer and look at the pictures and read the article. My eyes almost pop out of my head. It was Madden, my boyfriend, and Ella's boyfriend. I look at Ally as her phone goes off. It's Brent. "Brent, what the fuck is going on?" She yells into the phone then putting it on speaker.
"Tell Stephanie to calm down, I'm about to go kill Kanner."
"And tell him I don't want to speak to him!"
"Stephanie don't cry I'm going to kill him. Does Ella know?"
"Not that we know of, she isn't home."
"Well, Jonny doesn't know either but I'm sure he'll kill--"
"We gotta go!"
We hang up as Ella walks in. She looks at me weridly. "Stephanie, why the hell are you crying? What did Patrick do?" She asks, running over to me. I wanna tell her, but I keep crying. Ally clears her throat, signaling me to tell her. I can't stop crying though, I can't tell her.
"Kris, Patrick, and John Madden were caught in a limo party...drunk...with girls who weren't us."
"SHIT IS THAT BRIDGID AND KRIS!" I yell.
Ella runs over to the computer and drops her purse. She steps back after looking at all the pictures. Her eyes begin to tear up as her phone rings. It's Kris. She picks up the phone and sobs. "HOW COULD YOU!" Shes crying and screaming at once.
"Ella, I'm so sorry."
"DON'T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN JERK!"
She puts the phone down and runs to the closet and pulls out her duffle. We follow her to her room as she throws clothes into the duffle. "Where the hell are you going?" Ally asks her and she runs into her bathroom. She then begins throwing more crap into the duffle while sobbing. "I should've listened, I should--"
"Ella, stop crying. Where are you going?"
"I'm going to Christina's for the weekend. I'm turning my phone off. I'll call you when I get there."
With that she leaves. We sit at the counter dumbfounded. The appartment phone goes off after ten minutes. I pick it up. "Ella?" The man on the phone asks. It's Ellas dad. I mouth it to Ally and hold the phone on my shoulder.
"Hey Mr. Gianni. It's Stephanie."
"Stephanie, why is Ellas phone off?"
"Oh you didn't hear, did you?"
"I heard. I wanted to see if she wanted to come by and talk."
"She's going to Christina's for the weekend. I'll have her call you when we hear from her."
"Please thank you."
I hang up the phone and look at Ally. We both were thinking about going down there as well. Christinas roommates were studying aboard for the semester, so she wouldn't mind if we crashed there. The phone rang again. I look at the caller ID. It's Ella's mom. "Ms. Salerno, it's Stephanie."
"Steph, where the hell is Ella and why is her phone off?"
"She went to Christinas for the weekend. She's avoiding Kris."
"Oh poor girl. Tell her to call when you hear from her."
"Sounds good, Ally and I may go down there too."
"Kay, thank you. Stephanie I'm sorry. Want me to beat up Kris and Patrick?"
"No, thank you though," I hang up but my cell phone goes off.
It reads Pat.
"HOW COULD YOU!?" I yell into the phone.
"Stephanie, I am so sorry--"
"DON'T SORRY ME! YOU HAVE A FUCKEN DRINKING PROBLEM I CAN SEE!"
"Stephanie, please--"
"Do not talk to me. We need a break. When you can fix yourself, you can talk to me. But don't talk to me."
My cell phone goes off again. This time its Jonny. I'm crying into the phone. "Stephanie, Brent is beating Kanner up. Where is Ella? Why is her phone off?" He asks, sounding worried. I can't stop sobbing so Ally took the phone from me and put it on speaker.
"Ellas on her way to Christinas. She's avoiding Kris."
"What do you mean Kris?"
"You didn't hear?"
"No..."
"He was in the limo too...with Bridgid."
"No..."
"Yes."
It's dead silent on the phone. I'm pulling the duffles out and I throw them in mine and Allys room. I come back to kitchen. "What do you mean it was Bridgid?" He asks on the phone. Ally then tells him about the picture and how he was sucking face with her. The silence ends with Jonny's rage in his voice.
"I am going to kill him. When you hear from Ella tell her to call me."
"What?" We both ask.
"I'm going to make sure Kris is dead."
Jonny hangs up the phone and we run into our rooms. We pack everything and lock the appartment doors. We get in the car and Ally speeds off. My phone rings. It's Ella. "Why aren't you picking up the appartment phone?" She yells at us.
"Because we're on our way to Christinas."
"What?"
"Stephanie and Pat broke up. Where are you?"
"Christinas."
"Okay well your dad and mom are worried about you. We'll be there soon. Oh and call Jonny when you can, he's and as I qoute on qoute, 'going to make sure Kris is dead'."
"Oh jesus alright see you soon.":
I hang up the phone and Kris calls. I pick up the phone. "What do you want you assfucker!?" I yell into the phone. I'm so mad right now that I can feel my adrenaline kick in. I could seriously pick the car up and throw it. "Why is Ella's phone off?!" He yells.
"Because she's avoiding you! Leave her alone. She's done with you!"
"Well ya know--"
"WHA THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!" We hear on the other line. I know that angry voice.
It's Jonny. I look at Ally as we get stuck in traffic on I-355. She heard the voice too. Then finally Kris says into the phone.
"I got to go."
Click.
enjoy!
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